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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 15:59:21 GMT -5
"It was a joke," Seria sighed. Apparently, they hadn't been lying. "I guess that stuff about your personality and everything not being there is true... Which is, you know, not good." Looking over the mouse beside her, she found Kade to be an actually notably attractive beast. It was a pity that what lay behind it was so demolished.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 16:04:09 GMT -5
*Kade let out a sigh.* "No, no it isn't... it sucks. Half the time I feel like an idiot and the rest of the time I don't even pay attention to what's going on around me. The former being the state I'm in right now." *He had said all this without much feeling. It was all just normal for him so he wasn't acting all upset or anything. He was just... there.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 16:07:56 GMT -5
"Well..." It was nearly impossible for Seria to compare this to her own life. Kade's description took her off guard and she had to take about ten seconds to think of an actual response. "You seem kinda lonely back here... Don't you ever want someone to, you know, be with?" The connotations that had weren't even intentional, but she realized them once the sentence was complete. She didn't exactly regret it, though.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 16:12:21 GMT -5
*The connotations went right over Kade's head just like most stuff did.* "I don't know what I want. Of course I get lonely... it'd be hard not to get lonely in a place like this. I just feel like... I'm missing something. I don't know what though... like there's a secret that the whole world knows except me..." *A strange way of putting it but it seemed to work.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 16:15:24 GMT -5
"Well, the whole world... For you, that's this house, isn't it, something like that... You know, it's just here? Everyone here's in a romantic relationship with... Each other, I guess, I can't really tell... But you, uh, you don't... You're all by yourself. Staring at a wall." Such a secret was obvious, but Seria couldn't say she liked how things were going. She didn't want to get that matured that quickly, and Kade had to be at least three years older than her.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 17:29:43 GMT -5
*Kade nodded.* "Pretty much. Also, I don't know if I would call their relationships romantic... not that I know much on that subject either... oh yeah, and their all into polygamy so their all into eachother... ugh." *That was one thing Kade just couldn't get. Either that or he didn't want to... either way, it made no sense to him.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 17:38:01 GMT -5
"Well, there have to be a few, and the rest are just everyone enjoying the part where it's all a web... I can't tell who's actually connected, I don't know anyone here, I don't care. I just want a place to stay." The idea of an entire house based on polygamy wasn't hard for her to grasp but it was hard for her to want to live in such a residence. However, she couldn't complain; beggars could never be choosers.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 17:42:58 GMT -5
"I really don't think you'd want to live here. You can't imagine what it's like at night... that's when they really get excited..." *He shivered at just the thought. Every night was almost the same, it never failed.* "Trust me, I really really really don't think you want to live here."
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 17:48:33 GMT -5
"Uh... Yeah, I can imagine, actually..." She had more experience there than she was planning to disclose, but it was at least worth mentioning. Looking over at Kade with concern, the mouse decided to try approaching from a different angle. "Where are you during the nights?... Really?"
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 20:04:18 GMT -5
*Kade just shrugged.* "You mean mentaly or physicly? Physicly I'm locked up in my room, the lock being there just in case, well, you know... Mentaly... I'm in my own little world. Pretty much the only place I can get some peace." *True enough. There wasn't a whole lot of peace to be had in this household and Kade never had any peace outside in the village because he was too busy making a fool of himself with his horrible social skills.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 20:07:45 GMT -5
"You... You don't have a world with anyone else in it, do you?... That's awful..." Unsure how to respond, Seria considered just backing off. The situation was far worse than she'd expected and no reaction came to her. She sat dumbly and tried to think of something... Anything.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 20:16:15 GMT -5
"It's not as bad as you would think. As I said, that's where I get my peace from, my own world, and I don't know anybeast that would really want to be apart of it either. Most beasts think I'm just plain crazy... but that's ok, as long as I have those moments of peace, I get by alright." *Kade had never really thought about the subject that much and was surprised to find what he said to be true. Plus he had never imagined any other beast even thinking of wanting to become part of his world so that thought spun him for a loop, even if he didn't know anybeast that would. At least none that he knew of... -Then again, what do I know?- he thought to himself.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 20:19:36 GMT -5
"Well, it's... It's kinda creepy, actually... I'm not sure how to. I mean, not sure how to react to this, I mean, obviously. I'm having trouble talking again." Seria scratched the back of her neck with visible nervousness. The feeling of intrusion she was undergoing was so unbearable that she was seriously considering just leaving the room. "All I ever wanted was a place to stay at now that my parents hate me..."
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on May 18, 2008 20:23:32 GMT -5
*Kade thought about those last few words. -Hmm, parents...-* "What are parents like?" *He asked bluntly, he then considered how blunt that was and decided to offer some explanation.* "I don't have any memories past a few months ago so I have no idea what mine were like, if I did live with them that is."
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Post by Linx Exotic on May 18, 2008 20:25:33 GMT -5
"They, uh..." Seria definitely had no response for this ready. She paused for a few long seconds before opening her mouth again. "They support you and allow you to live with an upkeep, they nurture you... Not much else to say. Mine kicked me out just now! I've lived there my whole life."
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