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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 25, 2008 17:39:57 GMT -5
You're not dead.
That didn't work, did it?
You only slashed one wrist. Horizontally. Of course you'll be alive.
Weak, but alive.
The world is gonna come back, then... And not as hospitably as it was before.
What's gonna happen?
What's in my future now that I tried and failed to ditch it?
Is anyone gonna like me now?
Why couldn't I just wait until I was out of sickbay and blow my brains out like a normal beast?
Linx's eyes opened.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jan 25, 2008 17:51:20 GMT -5
*Dantin was in the sickbay with Linx. Himself and Archon had set up shifts to stay there and wait for him to wake up. It had seemed like Linx would never wake up, he had been in there so long. Dantin had worried alot the past couple of days and still wasnt sure about what had happened but he knew he wouldn't untill he woke up. Then, Dantin saw Linx's eyes open*
"L-, Linx?" *Dantin saw a random otter pass the door and ran over* Go get Archon and tell him that Linx is awake!" "What?" "JUST DO IT!!!" *the otter ran off and Dantin walked over to the bedside* "Linx..."
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 25, 2008 17:53:47 GMT -5
"I'm lucid... Sadly enough. Hi, Dantin." Ugh. Life. I can't believe this. Linx's voice came out weak but nonetheless very present. Much blood was still lost and he could barely lift a paw but at least his speech was intact.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jan 25, 2008 17:58:24 GMT -5
*Dantin couldn't think of anything to say* "...uh, hi. Are you, uh... ok?" *Dantin knew at the moment that he sounded like an idiot talking but he was just so suprised that Linx was finaly awake that what he had planned and prepared to say before had fallen from his head, he knew one question he wanted to ask though -This isn't a good time for that question...-*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 25, 2008 18:13:23 GMT -5
"No!" Was he OK? What sort of ridiculous question was that? Linx had just tried to kill himself and would be trying again right then if he had the strength or resources to. It appeared that he had been stripped of his normal clothing which was replaced with typical sickbay wear, too. "I am not OK! I'm feeling terrible! What kind of question is that?"
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jan 25, 2008 18:16:32 GMT -5
*Dantin couldn't believe what he just heard* "What kind of question is that!? It's the kind of question that shows that other beasts still care about whether your dead or alive!!!" *Dantin shook his head and tried to calm down*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 25, 2008 18:17:58 GMT -5
"Well, I care, too. But I'd rather it be the former. Bet you disagree, though..." Linx was beyond caring what other beasts thought, though. Recent events had made him... Callous, to say the least.
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 25, 2008 18:19:48 GMT -5
Ellich walked carefully into the room. He had a bandage over the top of his entire head. Even if Linx got really mad at him most likely he wouldnt be able to do anything.Alright if he starts to get mad just walk away, either way I'm leavingin a couple of hours when I am checked out.... and thats for good... "Umm... hi Linx....." Ellich's voice was so soft you could hardly hear it. "Listen I didn't mean it.... truely I didn't....." I wish this would have never happenes... then I wouldnt have to leave....
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jan 25, 2008 18:23:53 GMT -5
"You bet right, just like everyone else I can think of. We've been worried sick about you and if you ever actually get back to your room, you'll find a new hole in the wall." *Dantin was racking his brains trying to figure out a why to bring Linx back to the light, he hoped Archon would get there soon, he knew him longer*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 25, 2008 18:26:03 GMT -5
OOC: Archon won't be there for a few minutes... We're in real time.
BIC: "Ellich." Linx barely even acknowledged Dantin's words, instead turning his head to better see the squirrel. "You hurt your head... Despite my hating everything, I still feel love towards you. Isn't that the strangest thing?" The way Linx talked about it made it sound like the most trivial affair discussed in weeks.
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 25, 2008 18:29:45 GMT -5
"Heh its fine..... im just glad...your'e not dead to make it simple. Thank the heavens he doesn't hate me.... Maybe I wont have to leave after all... but still I cant really tell if he is lying or not... I mean come on for all I know he could be lying on his death bed..... Ugh my head hurts thinking about it...
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jan 25, 2008 18:32:38 GMT -5
"As I said, there are plenty of beasts that still care about whether your alive." *Dantin was drawing a blank on how to get Linx back away from suicide thoughts again, -Archon, where are you...-* "Archons on his way to, he should be here in a couple of minutes or so..."
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 25, 2008 18:32:42 GMT -5
"But that feeling isn't gonna be mutual so I don't know why it's still there. When I tried to die it wasn't so I could fail and end up talking to you now." It was so he wouldn't have to bear living anymore. But that sure didn't work out. And Ellich wouldn't feel a thing towards him, especially not now. Linx continued to ignore Dantin, although he took in the words nonetheless. He just didn't care.
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 25, 2008 18:39:37 GMT -5
"I...Linx really I.... Ellich didnt know what to say anymore... he didnt know what to say ever to Linx... Well on that note its time to go then... goodbye everyone... Ellich turned a started walking out of the room to check out and eventually pack his things together and leave for mossflower...forever...
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jan 25, 2008 18:42:31 GMT -5
*Dantin couldn't believe that he was just going to leave and let Linx stay that way* "Hey! You can't just leave like that! Can't you see this all happened because of your denial and it's just going to happen all over again unless you do something!" *Dantin blocked the door way by standing in front of it*
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