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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 20:55:34 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 20:55:34 GMT -5
Everything changed in an instead. Would I save the only beast who likes me... no... loves me?!? What am I supposed to do! I cant even think straight! "Agh what is this!!! Cant you see I need time in my life... not all decisions are right away! It is beyond me to know right now! Got it? Go and blast your head off, it wont help you! What am I saying?!?! I could have just killed the beast that cares for me.... The beast that I love that I... have to love to make him live. Right now he could have just decided at another suicide.....
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 20:58:01 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 20:58:01 GMT -5
"Well... I'm prepared to do that, but you've had a whole lot of time to mull this over. There was a time for waiting and thinking but it isn't now. Now is when you make a choice." Linx clicked off the CLOS' safety to make his point. "I can't stand nothing happening."
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:02:04 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:02:04 GMT -5
"Linx! I already told you... there is nothing I can do oik? Just dont do it.... Just dont....." Ellich fell on his knees after his legs gave out. "I CANT GIVE YOU AN ANSWER OK? I CANT!!! "
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:03:11 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 21:03:11 GMT -5
"Well, I can't wait. Looks like we have a little problem here, huh?" Linx wasn't in a hurry. He could take all the time he wanted before he either got some mutual love or blew his brains out.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:07:48 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:07:48 GMT -5
"Yes....yes we do..... Linx dont do this ok? Think of the fort.... all that you will be missing...." Ellich was thinking franticly. The decision was now or never... Why couldnt he make up his mind?
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:09:11 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 21:09:11 GMT -5
"I'm thinking of you. I'll be missing... Well, I WOULD be missing you. But I won't. Because I know it won't hit you nearly as hard as it would if you loved me back." Linx was pretty good at keeping his cool when he was about to pull the trigger on himself.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:12:56 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:12:56 GMT -5
Ellich's head dropped to the floor. "What am I....supposed to do....." Ellichs head felt like it was exploding.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:13:56 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 21:13:56 GMT -5
"Uh... Try saying yes. That'd be great." And maybe Linx would stop very slowly starting to pull the trigger. He knew exactly how hard to pull it to make it fire and he wasn't there... Yet.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:16:56 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:16:56 GMT -5
"Yeah but what if I dont mean yes?" Ellich's voice was mufffled a little by the floor but you could still make it out.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:21:11 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 21:21:11 GMT -5
"Then you wouldn't say yes. You could at least try to mean it, you know..." Linx just didn't care how this turned out anymore. He had detached himself and was just awaiting an outcome.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:25:28 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:25:28 GMT -5
"And what if I dont know? Thats my postion right now and you are going to kill yourself because of it. Its impossible for me to tell. Just give me some time...."
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:28:08 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 21:28:08 GMT -5
"I've done that time and time again. You've had so much time to decide this I can't believe the concept of not having chosen yet is still in the air! And besides, if you don't truly mean it... You can find out as time passes. But here and now, there's a more imperative issue, that isn't so long-term as that." Linx wasn't sure why he was holding a gun to his head. Emphasis, perhaps? He wasn't about to kill himself... Unless he was turned down again. Yeah, emphasis, sure.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:37:37 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:37:37 GMT -5
"Fine for right now its NO! I cant think of answer right now..." Wait what did I just do... I just said no?!?! I wasnt done thinking yet.... Ellich looked back up at Linx.
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:38:48 GMT -5
Post by Linx Exotic on Feb 5, 2008 21:38:48 GMT -5
"Good enough." Linx pulled the trigger... And his CLOS made a beautiful click. He had forgotten to load it. "What the... Ah, hellgates. I hate it when this happens. I'll just give you some time to rethink that while I fish out one of my other weapons..."
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lonely
Feb 5, 2008 21:42:37 GMT -5
Post by Aldar and Ellich on Feb 5, 2008 21:42:37 GMT -5
"No!" Ellich tried to takle Linx diving at him as fast as he could. This time Ellich wouldnt let Linx get a weapon.
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