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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:05:42 GMT -5
"I.... I... I know you may feel that way.. but so many people would give there lives to you. I owe you my life even. People dont need physically speak to have gratitude to you.... I wont say anymore...." Ellich stopped talking and waited for Linx to respond.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:08:17 GMT -5
"Yeah. They have gratitude. Big deal. I get nothing for what I do. I could be the richest beast in the fort if I wanted, I donate my spare money to things like the fort coffers, to keep things running. I really don't care what beasts think... I just don't enjoy a bit of this." Maybe he still had one of his palm daggers in his lapel...
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:12:58 GMT -5
Ellich stayed silent.. he couldnt respond to that... Linx wass so right it even got Ellich upset at himself. "The only thing would be...stop...leave....thats the only thing really that you can do, if you are not even happy is change... Otherwise I just dont know.."
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:15:08 GMT -5
"I'm kinda stuck here, you know. I'm an officer. The entire fort keeps me here. I can't just step down and lead a life somewhere else, I'm embedded far too deeply for that... Only way out is with a knife." Linx still had his paws over his face. It wasn't worth looking anymore.
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:25:20 GMT -5
Ellich didnt say anything more. He was going to let Linx figure this one out on his own.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:28:15 GMT -5
Linx had it figured out... And what hw saw made him want to die. Genuinely. He was a real jerk at times... And he may have not actually minded the repercussions it would have on those he knew even after considering them. Not worth it. "And they said you're crazy..."
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:32:59 GMT -5
"heh your not crazy Linx... it happens..." Ellich decided that he should have said somthing, after all it was better then silence.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:36:18 GMT -5
"It happens three times in a row, eh? I don't know why I do what I do. Thanks a bunch for making such a good, positive influence on my life by turning me down, though. You've really made my day, I'm so happy I want to die." Linx didn't care if his words hurt anymore. He wasn't going to get Ellich as a mate anyway.
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:39:54 GMT -5
Ellich didnt mind... he knew people said things they didnt mean when they were angry. He didnt wasnt Linx to kill himself so he looked for things such as a knife so Linx wouldnt hurt himself. And there it was, a concealed knife had fallen out of whereever it was and was lying on the bed. Ellich hoped he didnt notice it, or Ellich might have to stop Linx from doing somthing he shouldn't.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:43:07 GMT -5
Linx had been toying with the idea of suicide for a while. Weeks. Months, even, the idea got in way back when Auric made Archon nearly slit his own throat out of stealing Linx, or so it seemed. Linx saw the palm dagger laying next to his paw through a gap between two fingers... After a few seconds he grabbed it and held it to the opposite wrist. "I'm not gonna just do it. That's stupid."
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:45:30 GMT -5
Ellich couldn't help but to flinch. "Linx what are you doing?.... dont go hurting yourself...." Ellich got ready to pounce if Linx tried anything stupid.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:51:19 GMT -5
"You can stop coiling up. There is no way you could cross this room and disarm me before I slashed my wrist to the bone." With his paws off his slightly bloodshot, tear-stained eyes, Linx could see rather clearly. "To be honest, I don't see why not."
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:54:45 GMT -5
"Linx... dont..." Ellich got up and started carefully walking over to Linx to take the knife.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jan 20, 2008 16:55:48 GMT -5
"Why are you walking closer to me? Don't do that." Linx pressed down slightly, not enough to harm himself, just enough to make his point. "You don't want to be close to me, remember?"
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Jan 20, 2008 16:59:16 GMT -5
"I..Linx dont....." Ellich picked up his walking speed to get to the other side of the room even though it hurt a lot to even stand. Ellich grunted a little bit as he gained speed.
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