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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 15, 2008 20:01:23 GMT -5
"You could by severing what we have, Kade... You could kinda kill me that way," Seria sighed through slightly chattering teeth. It was as if she'd just been exposed to some remote area 800 miles north of where she was right then. "Kade, I do feel love towards you, OK? Its origins are ambiguous, yes, they are. But it's love. It's totally love..."
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 15, 2008 20:07:12 GMT -5
*Kade now had to look at Seria.* "Then why didn't you say that before? Before you said, and I quote, 'I dunno'." *He was now staring at her intensly, waiting for her reply. He couldn't just go back to what they had before without some explanation as to what had been said before. He just didn't get how she could love him but say otherwise.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 15, 2008 20:11:35 GMT -5
"Because I don't know Kade and don't feel comfortable advertising our relationship and its intensity around him and wasn't sure what to say to him and it came out badly?" Seria felt like collapsing after her very long sentence which had been uttered on one breath. In fact, she did, landing on her back and hitting her head on the wooden floor.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 15, 2008 20:21:15 GMT -5
*Kade was immidiatly beside Seria and trying to get her up into a sitting position.* "Hey, are you ok?" *He said in a concerned voice. Even though she had hurt him a great deal, he still cared for her. This, if not obvious before, was obvious now. He still felt for her and that wasn't going to change anytime soon.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 15, 2008 20:35:14 GMT -5
Seria felt too faint to immediately respond. She had to take a few seconds. "I... Think so... I'm... I can't take this... This can't be happening. Kade." Clearly at a loss as to what had just happened, she was resorting to thinking that the whole thing was just a nightmare. She could just get up from the bed after getting Kade his water and do whatever she wanted. But she couldn't.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 15, 2008 20:43:44 GMT -5
*Kade, after getting Seria back into a sitting position, just looked her in the eyes.* "Well, I wish it wasn't happening as well but... is is, or did. Wh-... why did you say those things in there if you didn't mean them?" *He asked, almost about to start crying again. She had said that she didn't feel comfortable talking to Dantin about it but that still didn't change what had been said.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 15, 2008 20:45:31 GMT -5
"Because I... Didn't know what to..." She was still not quite lucid and conversation wasn't coming to her easily. She was still gripped by fear but could do little about it in the state she was in. "I dunno what I... Kade, I don't like this..."
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 15, 2008 20:48:22 GMT -5
*Kade leaned back against the wall seeing as how Seria wasn't in immidiate danger of falling over again.* "Well, it'd be bad if you did..." *Kade said without the least bit of humor in his voice. He couldn't possibly try and be funny right now. That would just be... not right.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 15, 2008 21:18:20 GMT -5
"Kade, I... I don't know what to do now, Kade. Can we go back to the house or something? Please?" She just wanted to go to sleep and forget everything that had just happened. There was no way she was going to try to actually talk her way to peace when she was already as close to it as she was going to get and she lacked as much energy as she did.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 15, 2008 21:28:48 GMT -5
"Fine, you sure you want to go back with me?" *That, as a matter of fact, was a rather serious question. Her answer would define whether their relationship could ever be repaired. He just hoped that whatever she ended up saying wouldn't be the end of him.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 16, 2008 6:40:04 GMT -5
"No idea who else I'd wanna go back with," Seria sighed. "Come on. Let's go... I'm sick of just sitting here in the hallway already." She had a hard time getting to the point, but at least she got the drift across. They were to stay together and that was the end of that.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 16, 2008 10:21:48 GMT -5
"Yeah..." *Kade said and forced himself to his feet. His legs were not wanting to respond to what his brain was telling them to do but that wouldn't hinder him. By the time he was up, Seria was still sitting on the floor so Kade offered her a paw to help her to her feet. Lucky for Kade, Seria seemed bent on keeping them together.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 16, 2008 12:08:50 GMT -5
Slowly accepting her mate's paw, Seria carefully brought herself to stand, staring up at Kade almost fearfully. Having been grossly overwhelmed, she wasn't sure what to do at all. "Kade, I... I think we... Let's go back, Kade," she conceded, slowly starting to walk down the hallway.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 16, 2008 16:16:13 GMT -5
*Kade followed slowly behind Seria, mainly because she was going so slow. He still wasn't sure why she seemed to be scared of him. He had already shown her that he'd never do anything to her.* "Seria, why are you acting so scared?" *He asked in a bit of confusion. She either didn't fully trust him or... well, he didn't know what else it could be.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 16, 2008 16:43:13 GMT -5
Seria turned to just look at Kade for a few long seconds. She didn't even say anything for a good chunk of time. She just looked. "Kade, I... I don't want what we have to end. I don't want that, I... I don't think I could live if we split up." That was, in her mind, a huge risk, still.
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