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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 16, 2008 16:51:11 GMT -5
"Well... that's all based on your decisions now because I'm already committed." *Kade said flatly and truthfully. He wasn't the one that had said he didn't know if he loved his mate. He was totally committed to Seria as long as the same was returned. It had really hurt him how frail Seria had made their relationship sound.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 16, 2008 17:38:21 GMT -5
"Well... I wanna do this, Kade. I dunno why I said that before, but... I want this, OK? OK, let's go," Seria responded rapidly before quickening her pace to more promptly exit the sickbay. Her goal was to go back to their room, go to sleep and wake up in his arms like it hadn't happened. It probably wouldn't go that way, though.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 16, 2008 17:41:15 GMT -5
*Kade just stared at Seria's back for a second as she started off much more quickly than before. He then started off after her and was soon directly behind her. He didn't say anything mainly because he didn't really have anything to say. He was just happy that she had made the assurance that she was comitted as well. Hopefully she was right.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 17, 2008 15:22:35 GMT -5
The feeling of having Kade looming behind Seria discomforted her slightly. She felt like she was being pursued by someone who would never get farther from her, only nearer, no matter how quickly she ran. What am I thinking? "Kade," she murmured loudly enough for him to hear, "I'm sorry... This has been a bad day."
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 17, 2008 15:27:44 GMT -5
*Kade pushed up his pace slightly so he was now beside Seria.* "Yeah... yeah it has..." *Kade said, some sadness still evident in his voice. Obviously he wasn't quite over what had been said before, despite all of Seria's assurances. What she had said and how truthfully she had said it still pretty much shook him to the core. Hopefully he'd be able to get over it.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 17, 2008 15:30:05 GMT -5
On the way out through the main doors, Seria was struck by an idea which prompted her to chuckle dryly. "Kade, I just had a thought... Perhaps all this difficulty is arising because I'm having trouble identifying love." That was quite possibly the culprit. She wasn't able to pinpoint her thoughts on its identity very well to start.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 17, 2008 15:34:37 GMT -5
*Kade was more surpised by Seria chuckling than what had been said. Even so, he felt he needed to respond in one way or another.* "Well... I'm no expert on the subject, as you can imagine, but for me, the feeling I get when I look at you, that's the feeling I identify as love." *Truthfull to the letter, even so it sounded a bit corny in the least.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 17, 2008 15:39:17 GMT -5
"I don't know, I... I don't know what I feel." It sounded a bit typical-teen to Seria but it was the truth, sadly enough. She couldn't very easily put words on anything she felt and that wasn't about to change soon. The mouse was left trying to pick apart something she could only describe as love.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 17, 2008 15:43:42 GMT -5
"Joy..." *Kade said, once again letting sadness creep into his voice. He wasn't trying to do it on purpose, it's just that Seria not even knowing what love was supposed to feel like didn't exactly back her earlier statements saying that she did indeed love him. It just all felt a bit out of whack or something along those lines. Or maybe it was just him... who knows...*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 17, 2008 15:45:25 GMT -5
"Well... I know what it is, I feel it, but I... I can't describe it. Not a bit. This conversation isn't going well, Kade," Seria abruptly commented as they passed through the fort gates, again. At least they were exiting this time. "I want to start today over."
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 17, 2008 15:48:46 GMT -5
*Kade glanced at Seria out of the corner of his eye at that statement.* "Well, unless you have some way of turning back time, I dunno how you really could... but I think I know what you mean." *He really wished that today had never happened. That tommorrow would be today but with tommorrow's activities instead of what had happened today.*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 17, 2008 15:51:09 GMT -5
"Well... Yeah. It's a wish. You don't wish for feasible things, Kade, then it isn't a wish!" Seria laughed at her own wit. She was eager to get back to normal life and tried to make it as clear as she could.
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 17, 2008 15:55:44 GMT -5
"Uh hu..." *Kade said and smiled slightly. He wasn't exactly sure how Seria had gotten over earlier that quick but it set a good example for Kade. Even with an example, though, he couldn't quite get over it that quickly. He really wished he could but that didn't seem like it would happen anytime soon. Maybe he was wrong, though...*
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Post by Linx Exotic on Jun 17, 2008 19:09:56 GMT -5
It likely would happen if Seria kept her attitude up, and keep it up she did. "And when we get back," she started slowly, "I think I'm gonna go get a bite to eat. Because I haven't had anything since breakfast... You're free to join me, you know."
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Post by Dantin 'n' Kade on Jun 18, 2008 15:43:26 GMT -5
"What? I just ate, like, yesterday at lunch." *Kade said, trying his hand at a joke to try and get over everything that had just happened. It seemed to help a little bit but even so, his joke did sound a tiny bit forced. Not a whole lot he could do about it, though.*
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