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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 22:32:18 GMT -5
Linx remained more or less expressionless throughout this. He'd simultaneously detached from and attached to the situation enough to speak his true feelings and not react negatively to Ellich's responses. "Is it really that much to ask to just give it a shot? We got so close. I think we had something pretty good going there, before you ran off and I went all evil again."
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 4, 2008 22:34:25 GMT -5
"Ive tried giving it a shot.. Ive given you many 'shots'..... it just cant happen anymore." Ellich stared into Linx's eyes. "Its impossible now..."
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 22:37:33 GMT -5
"No, Ellich, you gave it one shot. I took the initiative all those times, not you. It's not like you've been up and about, doing your best to convince me that it's a good idea to be your mate. That was me," Linx corrected Ellich's statement rather blankly. He had detached himself to put no anger behind his words, but state the truth without sugarcoating a bit.
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 4, 2008 22:41:28 GMT -5
No I gave you several shots when I told you to just leave me alone! Each time I ended up shot by none other than you! I really am afraid of you, because now my sences respond to you as danger! Every time I see you I get shot! My body wont allow it any more... I havent scars since this year. I havent had to get hurt! I was just a normal shop keeper who liked to stay in his own business!"
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 22:43:22 GMT -5
"Yeah... I've been kinda bad, huh?" Linx let that sink in for a few seconds before continuing. He felt himself having to time his pauses pretty acutely. "I said I don't want to do that anymore and I meant it. I don't even have my CLOS on me, since I knew I'd be talking to you... I'm really, really sorry I did that to you... Over and over at that. It took me a while to learn, but I did, finally. I hope you can understand that."
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 4, 2008 22:46:21 GMT -5
"Right there... I cant understand that... I'm half dead inside now... Ive lost trust in most beasts including you. I think I really am....crazy.... Its not just a rumor anymore. I really am. I really lost my sanity...." Ellich felt dizzy and lightheaded, as if he was to faint, and that was possible, after all he actaully hadnt eaten in a day or so.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 22:47:19 GMT -5
Linx finally extended a paw, only to help keep Ellich upright. "Hey... Are you OK? Right, dumb question... Can I help? With anything? ...At all?"
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 4, 2008 22:49:26 GMT -5
"Im fine.... Lnix stop... Stop liking me...I think...I think im dieing....." Ellich looked down at the ground. The dirt seemed as if it was spinning, and now Ellich was getting a headache.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 22:50:20 GMT -5
"Ellich?" Linx shook the squirrel's shoulder gently. "Ellich! Talk to me!"
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 4, 2008 22:53:53 GMT -5
"Linx... what...You need to leave me alone ok?.... just... leave... me alone. I cant trust you anymore....Im dieing" The ground was spinning ever more rapidly. Ellich's headache was now turning into his whole body hurting.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 22:56:08 GMT -5
Linx, completely incapable of pinpointing what was causing Ellich physical harm right then, was at a loss of what to do. Whatever it was going to be, it wasn't going to be leaving him alone. The squirrel would, as he had so accurately put, be dying. "Ellich. C'mon, snap out of this... Don't you do this on me now. Especially when I don't know why you're doing it!"
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 4, 2008 22:58:12 GMT -5
"Linx... I love you.... but... I cant.. trust..." Ellich fell limp. He was completly exausted from not eating or sleeping lately, and his body had caught up with him.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 4, 2008 23:01:55 GMT -5
Linx's mind was too much of a blur for him to do anything– Not even take Ellich to the sickbay. He rested his head in his paws and sobbed silently over the squirrel's unconscious form. You're losing him again. AGAIN. And you're not even doing the CLOS thing. You're just not gonna get him...
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Post by Aldar and Ellich on Mar 5, 2008 18:10:11 GMT -5
Ellich was out cold for a while. Hours later he awoke shivering on the ground. "Wha..Oh my stomach!" Ellich grabbed his stomach, unaware that Linx was still there.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Mar 5, 2008 18:11:17 GMT -5
Startled by his sudden action, Linx recoiled slightly, then returned to Ellich's side after a shocked few seconds. "Ellich... What is it?"
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