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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 2:01:51 GMT -5
I'm not exactly one to talk to about it... Dad's a good listener, but he tends to "switch off" after so long of listening to personal problems... There's a good medic who helps with these kind of things; Dr Dorel, she's a red squirrel, a doctor, but she doesn't deal with physical wounds, she listens to your problems and helps you with them... She worked wonders for my pain and misery... Nothing helps the fear though...
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 2:04:15 GMT -5
"Heard of... Never met. Which is surprising, I was here for... How many weeks? A lot. I figured I'd see everyone I had to. However... I'm here now and I kinda wish I weren't. Nothing is worth it."
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 2:11:31 GMT -5
There's more to life than pain... Dr Dorel's on holiday right now... I dare say she needed one after listening to dad's problems... But she's due back either tonight or tomorrow morning at least... I can talk to her and ask her to talk to you if you want.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 2:13:41 GMT -5
"Actually, I'd rather have bases poured on my arms again, please. Sure. Sounds good." Archon's sarcasm had a disconcerting bitterness to it.
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 2:16:00 GMT -5
There's no need to be sarcastic! I was only trying to help you know!
**Amathyst was close to shouting after Archon's words, while she liked him as a friend, some of his words could really hurt her inside.**
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 2:17:37 GMT -5
"Yeah... I guess my mind is like my arms. It got a bunch of corrosive junk poured on it... And it just sat there... And burned it... And now any neutralizing chemical will do nothing against the damage already done."
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 2:20:57 GMT -5
Time heals wounds that medicines can not. A broken bone can not be fixed by medicine, only set and giving time it's chance to fix it. While there was nothing to be done in time for those burns, they'll go in time. You just need to live to see it happen.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 2:23:38 GMT -5
"Now, why would I want to do something like that? Don't mean to be pessimistic but where can this go? Anywhere but down, yes, it's hit rock bottom, but, I mean, I can't..." Archon faltered and looked downwards. "I... Th... Agh."
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 2:26:02 GMT -5
Wait, what? Are you sure you're okay? Because that sure sounded painful to me from here.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 12:02:30 GMT -5
"No, I am not OK. I feel terrible. Will to live is kinda hazy, you know what I'm saying?"
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 14:23:18 GMT -5
In part, yes. You just need to want to live get have the will to do so.
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 14:27:59 GMT -5
"...Well... You've succeeded at confusing me." Archon trusted that Amathyst meant well in her words... He just had no idea what they were supposed to mean. Hopefully that wouldn't be the case with everyone he talked to.
Linx felt more and more uncomfortable by the second. He really wasn't good at this and it would be best to just hold his tongue, for the time being... Who knows what he could break if he opened his mouth?
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 14:31:28 GMT -5
In other words, to keep your will to live, you have to WANT to live.
**Amathyst had picked up easily on Archon's confusion before he even mentioned "confusing", it was all in the tone of voice he used...**
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Post by Linx Exotic on Dec 31, 2007 14:33:45 GMT -5
OOC: You didn't end your tab.
BIC: "Well, I don't really want to either. I'm just stuck here because this good-for-nothing heart of mine keeps beating." Archon's tone of voice suggested he'd just love to be dragging a blade across his throat just then.
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Post by Raiden, Zahi, Lars and Ama on Dec 31, 2007 14:36:50 GMT -5
OOC: I noticed and edited just as you posted.
BIC: If you die now, I'll kill you myself. Then I'll never speak to you again. Because if you die now, with all that pain ijside you, you'll feel plenty of regret. If I was to die right now, I'd have no regrets because I'm over my pain. Just get over it. Remember things can only get worse before they can get better.
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